I AM FUCKING DONE!!!!
i will no longer be Down In a Hole (alice song)
these past two weeks turned into my nightmare, and ya know what through venting to various people and hanging with Jimmie i will no longer drown in my Sea of Sorrow (alice song)
i talked to my brother and he was like dude get over it life sucks and ya know he is right, for once i realize life isnt always great, i've always had it fairly easy or made myself believe it was all good.
today i did a completed notes on a bio chapter that i havent done in a week, and hopefully catch up tomorrow, i'm speaking to my parents again, and im having fun, my brother said, "dude your 16, all you need to do is find whats gonna make you happy, the beauty of being that age is what makes you happy can change every day, one day you can be a rap guy and the next a grunge guy, either way it doesnt matter, just be yourself" by the way Even Flow just came on and i still think Ten is my fav album just cause when my bro gave it to me it was a big event, i mean i had heard of this band and now i got their cd, and it was great cuase it was the only cd i had, i listend to it over and over and over, theres just somnething i dont like abuot getting too much cd's at once, you dont get to really fall in love with too many options, haha, and life was so great then, god i DO feel GOOD, wow i love this journal i swear its like my "thoughts arrive like butterflies" haha, except i dont chase them away haha, anyway everything is good thank you all who listen to my pathetic bull shit, goodnight